it's been the same, and the story's getting old
Friday, 13 March 2009 // 23:19
-WARNING! YOU ARE NOT RECOMMENDED TO READ THE FREAKISHLY LONG POST BELOW BY A VERY BORED IDIOT. IT MAY CAUSE PERMANENT BRAIN DAMAGE OR RANDOM SPAZZ ATACKS.-
it's 11.21pm, only kayhan isaac and nicole(which i all dont usually talk to) are online and someone's guilty of taking over my mind.
i hate hypothetical statements. not just cos i hate science. cos they make you go crazy trying to figure out if the person was indirectly telling you something or purely just wanted to know what would happen.
and im not emo. my friends are the emo ones. both Lynn and Nat had freakin emo posts. Yonghui admitted that she's emo on her blog. Klan has sucidal thoughts. Darryl puts a force on himself from liking anyone. Yanzhe constantly thinks he sucks.
and me? i just have low self-confidence + random "depressing" rants. im not emo. they are.
but i am very bored though.
facebook just changed a whole bunch of crap so lots of apps are going under maintenance. and i dont really know what to do besides facebook and msn. i watched too much south park today already.
and when im bored i think too much.
and it's playing It's Over by Jesse McCartney. a facebook quiz said that's the song of my life.
and im not going to survive the March hols. number one, overflowing hw.
number two, i'll be escaping from hw and thinking too much about stuff
and i think there's tree-hugging hippie club meeting on Thurs and Fri. heck i dont even know when. so when they ask i'll just say i didnt know there was such a thing. which is not completely lying.
and im the only one awake in my whole house. not really creepy though. cos i dont live in a gigantic house unlike someone so it doesnt seem like a big silent house.
and i really need to find something to occupy my time. no, im not going to do hw.
Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. The word love is both a verb and a noun. Love is not a single feeling but an emotion built from two or more feelings. Anything vital to us creates more than one feeling, and we also have feelings about our feelings (and thoughts about our feelings). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
As an abstract concept, love usually refers to a deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person.
that was from wiki. and it was totally random.
and random thought: prepaid cards suck big time. as in those for phones.
which reminds me that stupid Darryl deleted 50 of my inbox messages on my phone. he was actually planning to delete all but i managed to stop it. but it already deleted 50. which is kinda abit? and they started deleting the more recent ones. not from the back. my phone sucks.
and my stupid iTunes just had to play A Little Too Not Over You(its on shuffle). damn.
have you ever wondered what percentage of your thoughts a person takes up?
lynn said 25% for CCA. thats like. one quarter.
which i have no idea is less or more.
quite abit is taken up by what you're currently doing right? unless you're spacing out.
about 50%? for unfocused people like me.
about 10% for random thoughts?
and 10% for surroundings?
that leaves me with... 30%...which is dedicated to thinking about others? thats a big percentage... and i have no idea why i just did that.
mainly cos im bored? wasnt this the whole point of this post?
and i found out that Joyce has a blog. cos i was in a mass conversation just now and someone said something about it.
and i think that im being a horrible friend. no idea why. i just do.
and its 12.22am now. no i didnt spend one whole hr posting this. i went off to play some game for half an hr.
but still im not sleepy. and im counting on this post to keep me entertained.
lets see who's online....zhengxi+minxin. who i didnt mention just now cos they're under "others" not "friends"
but nvm facebook's working again so bye...