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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links



had enough
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and you showed me how to fly
Wednesday, 17 June 2009 // 18:51

You know, it scared the hell out of me too.
What if she hurt me?
What if she left me?
What if she died?
That'd be the end of me.
So I cut it short before she ever could.
You know what, it was the biggest mistake i have ever made.
-Connor Mead, Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past

ok i went to watch Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past today with nat. it was really nice.

but one thing about it is that throughout the whole movie i was repeatedly saying to nat "why isnt this rated?"

and the reason i quoted that thing at the start of my post is cos i had it stuck in my head for the whole day.

besides that my day was really boring. so im gonna put this random shit i typed into my phone this morning cos i couldnt sleep.

ok maybe i wont put it in blockquotes since that'd make my post overflow with blockquotes.



A lot of people ask this question: what hurts more- having something for a period of time before losing it, or never having it to start with? Personally, I think it's the first one.

When you never had something, you would not know how it felt like, there's nothing you can really miss about it. All you can really be sad about is how you couldn't get it and how nice it would have been if you got it.

But when you once had something, you would know how it brought you smiles, laughter, and make you feel like the happiest person on Earth. Suddenly, it's gone;stolen from you. Your heart has been stabbed by a cold, painful loneliness. There goes everything, your world starts crumbling down, because that something was all your life revolved around. Without it, you're shattered; just like broken glass. By something who probably forgot you even exist.



ok end of "emo" rant. nah, it doesnt apply to me, so you people can stop assuming random crap.

i just thought of one thing im good at, empathizing. yay i can use that for some dsa interview.

handelplanet. dont ask about it. i just wanted to put it in my post for no reason.

that was random... and i needa go now..