'cause now we're partners in crime
Monday, 8 June 2009 // 20:27
i had one of the most screwed-up dreams today morning. i think i can rank it number two after the one where i almost killed someone.
basically it was screwed up because it was really really sweet. and it portrayed something that would never happen in real life. well, they are dreams, and dreams dont come true.
and when i actually use the phrase "really really sweet", it actually is. not just those crappy things you see in romantic movies/love dramas.
actually it was just one sentence. and im not telling you what that sentence is.
to some other person, that dream might seem stupid, but when used in my context, it's like one of the greatest things a person could do for you.
ok im exaggerating. but let me tell you, my life would take a 180 degrees turn if that happened in real life. and anyway this reminds me...
i never thought about how a five-lettered word would completely make my day. in other situations this word might change your life completely but in this situation it's almost insignificant. so that's why im surprised that im happy.
oh and the word is "sorry". used in the context of "sorry i gtg". which quite a few people use when signing out of online chat systems.
i dont know, it just seemed like the person actually cared when he said that. although it's most probabaly just some random thing he decided to add to his "i gtg" to make it longer.
but heck, i like to live in fantasies.
now im damn pissed. if you're asking about the sudden change of mood, it's cos i went for dinner in between posting this.
i hate it when i get forgotten/pushed around by people who were actually supposed to be the ones that cared. aka family/"best" friends. i put the inverted commas there cos just because i treat them as my "best" friends doesnt mean they feel the same way.
and that just sucks as much as liking someone who doesnt like you back.
ok im having moodswings. i need to see a shrink.