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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links



had enough
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Tuesday, 30 June 2009 // 20:11

gah im feeling so freaking "sad" (fine emo, whatever.) that i cant be bothered to phrase my sentences really nicely for an emo post so im gonna quote to express how i feel. GAH.


I was the one who gave up everything for her.
When no one would listen I heard every word.

-Jesse McCartney, Anybody

All this time I was waiting hoping you would come around.

-Taylor Swift, You're Not Sorry

告诉我怎么能忘记你的笑容。

告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友。

-唐禹哲, 告诉我

This thing is breaking down.
We almost never speak.

-Taylor Swift, Forever and Always

so i just thought of this random thing so i might be doing some random emo rant. and for the Jesse McCartney song, im not les. i just cant change "her" to "him" because that wont be called quoting anymore.


I just realised how freaking pathetic I am.

Just because I helped download this song for someone, I will never be able to listen to that song without thinking about him anymore.

Just because I know of this place that is a tiny bit related to someone, I would never be able to walk through it the same way ever again.

Just because someone tells me to watch this movie/show, he would be the first thing that comes to my mind everytime I watch it/someone mentions it.

And just because someone thought it was interesting to talk to me for this period of time, I would completely freak out now when he doesn't. Which is practically every single moment.

It's tearing me up inside.

And you have completely no idea how much I hate myself for that.