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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links



had enough
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and all the wants, and all the needs; oh i don't want to to need at all
Tuesday, 28 July 2009 // 21:42

Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight
-All American Rejects, It Ends Tonight

It Ends Tonight is the only song of All American Rejects that i like. their other songs are nice, but i just don't like them. i know it doesn't make sense.

but seriously, it's really really really nice. and it makes me wanna post another emo post. but i'll try not to. i've been succeeding for the previous few posts...

although my posts are getting damn boring. gah.

i just realised the problem with me. i don't want to get over him. that's why i can't.

i really can't figure out why i don't want to, but at least i found the main problem.

that's one step right?

You think that I learn the cost of love
Paid that price long enough
But still I drive myself right through the pain
Yeah well It turns out I haven't learnt a thing

-Daughtry, Learn My Lesson

that completely explains me. i need to 'learn my lesson'. snap out of this, get him out of my mind once and for all, focus on my PSLE.

i don't even think i'll be getting 250 at this rate. all his fault. actually not really, i'm the one who was a total dumbass to even like him in the first place and not know how to get out of this horrible situation when this happened.

i need to face it, if i screw up my PSLE with a 230 and he gets his wonderful target of 270(i think? or was it 275?) and i cut myself up over it, it's all my fault. i couldn't possibly go blaming him. that'd just be completely wrong. although not any less wrong than what he's doing to me. but....

A relationship is always controlled by the one who loves less
-Jodi Picoult, Mercy. and the quote isn't 100% correct anyway, i haven't touched that book since last term.