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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links



had enough
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i must have been out of my mind
Sunday, 19 July 2009 // 17:55

I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you.
I knew you could see right through me.
-Secondhand Serenade, Stranger

i dont want to explain my quote. it would start another emo post. although i really have nothing to post besides emo posts...

gah im so pissed. Nat is officially the third person who thinks i changed cos of.. well, him.

just cos im not being a freaking follower that agrees to every single thing they say anymore.

just cos i decided to be more in touch with my feelings and not bite back all my opinions anymore and actually respond when they say something.

i have no idea who "they" is actually.

and no, nat im not pissed at you. im just kinda pissed that you think i changed cos of some narcissistic, annoying, attention-attracting idiot who thinks the world revolves around him.

wait this wasnt supposed to be a insult-the-person-i-like session. im just trying to prove that i did not change because of him.

and even if i did, it's all for the better. full stop.

excluding my "emo"-ness. which only start recently so if time stopped around the march-april period, all his influences on me would only be good.

gah. a 'im-so-pissed' post turned kinda into an emo post.