when you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Monday, 10 August 2009 // 22:02
When you lose something you can't replace
-Coldplay, Fix You
i think if i don't post i'll be killed by a whole bunch of people. and since i just finished most of my homework and am about to go crazy, i shall post.
thanks to the fact that i'm a Virgo/born in September(i forgot which), facebook says that i tend to bottle things up and not confide in others. for once facebook quizzes aren't talking crap.
but if i don't let it out in some way, i'm gonna die of simultaneous combustion from keeping in too many things.
ah, ETs/dinosaurs/whatever you want just stole my ability to express myself properly.
back to my favourite hobby, quoting. except this time i'm gonna quote gigantic chunks.
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
"Love you forever"
Forever is over
...
All the time i wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
-Boys Like Girls, Love Drunk
I can't explain myself at allAnd all the wants, and all the needsAll I don't want to need at allThe walls start breathing, my mind's unweavingMaybe it's best you leave me alone...When darkness turns to lightIt ends tonight, it ends tonightJust a little insight won't make this rightIt's too late to fight, it ends tonight...Now I'm on my own sideIt's better than being on your side...All these thoughts locked insideNow you're the first to know
-The All-American Rejects, It Ends Tonight
For some reason I just can't get over usAnd I'm stronger than this...I'm so over being blue, crying over you...And I'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tearsSo done with wishing you were still here...I'm so fed-up with my thoughts with you and your memoryAnd how every song reminds me of what used to be
-Ne-Yo, So Sick
Last time we talked, the night that I walkedBurns like an iron in the back of my mind...You know I would die here without you...You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
-Daughtry, Life After You
I reach out for the sweet dreamBut somehow the darkness wakes me upAnd I've felt this emptiness beforeBut all the times that I've been brokenI still run right back for moreYou'd think that I'd learn my lesson by nowYou'd think that I'd somehow figure outThat if you strike the match you're bound to feel the flame...And give up the longing, believing in belongingJust hold down my head and take the loss
-Daughtry, Learn My Lesson
I'm not the type to get my heart brokenI'm not the type to get upset and cry'Cause I never leave my heart openNever hurts me to say goodbye...And deep inside my tears I'll drown...And it cut me like a knifeWhen you walked out of my life...'Cause it's hurting me to let it goMaybe 'cause we spent so much timeAnd I know that it's no more...I didn't give it to you on purposeGotta figure out how you stole my heart...How did I get here with you, I'll never knowNever meant to let it get so personalAnd after all I tried to do, stay away from loving youI'm broken-hearted, I can't let you knowI won't let it show, you won't see me cry
-Rihanna, Cry
I've been missing you crazy...Tried my best at moving on...How do you stay awakeKnowing all I do is think of youAll the things we thought aboutThat will never happen again
-Jesse McCartney, How Do You Sleep
And people asking how I'm doingBut every question still has you in, I say I'm fineAnd I never think about you, but you're always on my mindI'm getting over you, I'm getting over you most of the timeIf I say it like I mean it, then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
-The Click Five, I'm Getting Over You
you either really care about me/is really bored to finish reading all of that. or you just scrolled all the way down. i don't care anymore.
my life is pretty much screwed-up. i finally understood why he can affect my life so much. but i'm not gonna tell you what it is. it's a pathetic reason.
and people like yonghui would scream at me for this post. "see... you failed in proving a point. now just be a good girl and follow my guide *pats head*". okay maybe you sound alot better than that and no offence intended at all.
but really, i don't think i really care about anything anymore.
*complete change of mood cos that part was written yesterday*
according to some AOLradio thing or something, No Surprise is the No.8 single this year. wtf, it's behind a whole bunch of crappy songs like Boom Boom Pow, Right Round and Love Game. but it beat New Divide though. yay. no offence to lynn.
http://www.aolradioblog.com/2009/06/30/top-10-songs-of-2009-so-far/
oh and for some random "Top 10 Most Requested on Twitter" list on the same radio, David Cook has 3 songs on that list. that's gay. i don't hate him, i just hate the fact that he beat David Archuleta (again) cos David A only has one song on that list. Gah.
Anarbor, 'Let the Games Begin'
David Archuleta, 'Zero Gravity'
Justin Bieber, 'One Time'
Cash Cash, 'Party In Your Bedroom'
David Cook, 'Bar-Ba-Sol'
David Cook, 'Come Back to Me'
David Cook, 'Permanent'
Michael Johns, 'Heart on My Sleeve'
The Script, 'The Man Who Can't Be Moved'
Your Vegas, 'In My Head'
but actually Come Back To Me is nice...Permanent is supposedly touching but i don't really like it. Bar-Ba-Sol has a really weird title so i didn't bother going to listen to it. but Zero Gravity just pwns everything. they should have let David A sing Come Back To Me, and i'll love it a million times more than i already do now. and i'm surprised The Man Who Can't Be Moved is still being requested, this list was posted on July something.