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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links



had enough
Hello! Welcome to crash---and--burn.bs.com.
Be nice and tag before you leave, yeah?
you're weighing on my shoulders and I'm sick of feeling down
Monday, 19 October 2009 // 09:20

They say if it doesn't kill you, it'll make you stronger
Oh but I can't be without you any longer

-Pixie Lott, Nothing Compares

Pixie Lott sounds really really, different in this song.

shall not rant about Pixie Lott, barely know anything about her in the first place.

anyway, things I did cos I was really bored.

-revived my iTunes. so now I have 5 playlists. 1 made up of nice songs from Simple Plan, 1 made up of nice songs from Secondhand Serenade and the same for David A and JMac. the last one's those four playlists + Daughtry, AAR, Taylor Swift, Miley Cyrus, The Script and The Fray.

woots to brainwashing myself.

-looked through random chat logs. I shall now show you how the people I talk to online changed since last year. I'm only gonna list the top 5, according to file size. this excludes spam mass-convos btw.

July 2008
-ongyanzhe@hotmail.com (YanZhe)
-nat_pro@hotmail.com (Nat)
-hui_yong369@hotmail.com (YongHui)
-leopardpath@live.com (Lynn)
-this.is.irritating@hotmail.com (Abby)

December 2008
-ongyanzhe@hotmail.com (YanZhe)
-leopardpath@live.com (Lynn)
-breakingbenjaminfan8@hotmail.com (Klan)
-ongyanzhe@rocketmail.com (YanZhe's other acc)
-iluv5k@hotmail.com (YanZhe's other acc)

January 2009
-ongyanzhe@hotmail.com (YanZhe)
-darryl-ong@hotmail.com (Darryl's old acc)
-leopardpath@live.com (Lynn)
-hui_yong369@hotmail.com (YongHui)
-isaac_siaw@hotmail.com (Isaac)

March 2009
-dome-97@live.com (Darryl) [apparently I talked to him a lot in March. his old account is not too far down the list too.]
-hui_yong369@hotmail.com (YongHui)
-leopardpath@live.com (Lynn)
-ongyanzhe@hotmail.com (YanZhe)
-justin_tan_97@yahoo.com (Justin's old acc)

July 2009
-hui_yong369@hotmail.com (YongHui)
-ongyanzhe@hotmail.com (YanZhe)
-nat_pro@hotmail.com (Nat)
-david_lin2004@hotmail.com (David) [mass but not spam convos.]
-leopardpath@live.com (Lynn)

September 2009
-hui_yong369@hotmail.com (YongHui)
-ongyanzhe@hotmail.com (YanZhe)
-nat_pro@hotmail.com (Nat)
-leopardpath@live.com (Lynn)
-justin_tan_97@live.com (Justin)

okay so maybe it didn't change that much.

but do I really talk to YanZhe that much? and I honestly cannot remember talking to Abby/Isaac on MSN before. gah that's just how horrible of a friend I am.

if you read all of that crap, you're awesome. wait do I overuse that word?
oh btw that was a desperate attempt to not post about anything music-related.