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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links




had enough
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Sunday, 31 January 2010 // 20:36

How did we go wrong?
It was so good now it's gone

-Enrique Iglesias, Somebody's Me

Yay Enrique Iglesias.

And Kara DioGuardi co-wrote this song. Put aside that she co-wrote for Cobra Starship, she's still an AI judge.

AI reminds me of my class. Which I currently just hate.

It's not even those kind of beginning-of-the-year "I DON'T LIKE THIS CLASS BECAUSE MY OLD CLASS WAS SO MUCH MORE AWESOME D:" kind of thing.

Even though I still think 6K & 5K are so much better than 1/11, it's not that.

I can practically think of decent-ish reasons to hate all 26 of them.

Okay anyone from 1/11 reading this, sorry. But still.

It just those days I hate people for really petty but decent reasons.

I randomly hated them since like, Friday.

Just didn't bother showing it.

Nat says I'm scary when I don't express my anger, but I don't really see the big deal about expressing all your emotions.



Anyway, on more positive topics, uh, went for softball on Saturday.

I'm not allowed to disclose any details. I'm serious, the coach said so.

Because they're scared of leaking training progress and tactics and stuff to enemy teams.

My coaches are funnaye.

But I'm a guai person so I shall follow their instructions.

And apparently I've become even darker-than-usual because of it. Which is scary.

I'm not quite sure myself, but my mum and sister said I did, just now during dinner.

Have no idea why nobody mentioned it yesterday.

So after softball I went -- oh wait. I don't think I should disclose any details about the rest of my day either.

Then today, I woke up with my shoulders and thighs hurting, and the taste of blood in my mouth.

Idk why for the shoulders+thighs, but at least my shoulders don't hurt anymore. My thighs still hurt like fking hell. I don't think it's because of softball, 'cause it didn't hurt at all yesterday.

And the taste of blood was because I now have a terrible cough. No idea how I got it either.

Then I ate, did homework, Facebooked etc.

AND I AM NOT GOING TO DO MY ART/CHINESE. Whoooo, I really don't give a freaking damn about it.

Then Nat sms-ed me about her SHINee fansign.

She was seriously damn pissed. Apparently she went at 4 but people who went at 8+ cut and got into the first 1000 instead.

They have screwed-up planning.

Then she was siao for the whole day.

She spent $22.90 at Comics Connection with the reason being that she had too much money because she didn't manage to buy the album or something.

Crap I forgot what it is. I'm so mean.

Yeah the on the bus she was high. And I think people were staring at her.

Then when we were at my house all she did was search for other people who were pissed off too.



KrisAllen Getting some rehearsal in tonight for the shows in Asia.


He tweeted that yesterday. It just reminded me how he was coming to Singapore and I can't freaking go because his organizers hate teenagers.

Blehh, but I won't go on a fit like last time.

So uhh, what else did I want to post about.

I have no idea, but I know there's something.

I'll edit this post later.