what a letdown, what a letdown;
Monday, 7 June 2010 // 17:51
Now you're back and you're saying that you're sorry
Didn't know what you were doing when you lost me
-Lifehouse, Best Of Me (What's Left Of Me)
I never really liked this song much, like I didn't dislike it but I didn't pay much attention to it.
It just grew on me a few days ago.
Mmhmm.
Not the point.
I feel freaking disappointed with myself, as usual.
All I've done during the first week of the holidays is read fanfics, watch a hell lot of TV, watch another hell lot of TV shows on my laptop and basically slacked..
Like seriously. I rewatched three episodes of FlashForward yesterday, one episode of it twice, the 2-hour Chuck finale at least twice, 2 Glee episodes, 2 White Collar episodes at least twice, the whole of Keith ohhh and the same episode of Burn Notice thrice, AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE BURN NOTICE THAT MUCH, as you would've noticed from it's non-existence from my posts up till now.
Ohh and StarWorld was showing this random old sitcom, uhh Two And A Half Men I think, and I decided to watch it because I remember it being mentioned in a fanfic before, and Enrique Iglesias was guest-starring.
He has a nice accent, yay.
Okay back to the point, those are those I actually remember, so yeah, I've bound to have wasted a lot more time than that.
Oh not to mention I was stalking ontd_ai on LiveJournal.
I hate myself so, so much.
So. I shall list my homework.
1) LA FPS Scenario-Writing Draft.
OMA it's due in a week. And I don't even have an idea of how my story's going to be like.
2) Chinese SIA Article Analyzation. Draft 2 of the first piece, and draft 1 of the second.
I haven't even found my second article. And I practically need to redo my first one because I did the first draft at like, 3am and it's all wrong.
3) Read 10 Chinese books and do 3 book reviews I think?
I have no idea when that's due exactly but yeahh...
4)Math Expansion & Factorization Assignment.
This is like the only homework I've finished or even started on, 'cause it's really really easy despite being long.
5) Math Geometry Supplementary Exercise.
I'm actually not that bothered about Math homework. Because Math is straightforward, plus it's easy to copy if I don't get it done anyway.
6) Science Assignment 8.
This is to be self-marked, so yeah, heck.
7) IH Assignment.
At least this isn't completely untouched. But that's because it's a group project.
So. Uhhh.
I shall attempt to finish my LA by this week? Okay of course I must finish my LA by this week.
Uhh. Shall fill in the Chinese reading thing by early this week, because I'm not actually going to read them.
Plus I don't have Chinese books so all I can do is on the 5 random Teenager's Digest I borrowed from the library on the last day of school.
So I can't do my book reviews either. Or can I do on the articles inside. Idk.
And ah, my Chinese SIA.
I shall try to start on it tomorrow, since I know I'll take really really long to finish it.
At least I'm making the effort?
Yep.
Oh screw why am I posting so much about homework.
Ohyeah, because my life is so freaking mundane gahhh.
Like, I don't even think I've talked to anyone besides family members since my phone's screen died and YanZhe and NgXin went overseas. Because they're the very few people that are always online that I actually want to and can talk to.
And Nat, of course.
And all I do is, -points above-.
I have a pathetic life.
I'm a loser, baby, so why don't you kill me?
Idk, random song Glee sang.
Gosh.
Okay, I shall stop wallowing in self-pity, go eat dinner, try to start on LA, and try to stop myself from watching the White Collar at 9pm.
Yeah like that's gonna work. Oh shut up, "The power of positive thinking" -Natalie Anderson, Keith.
Great I'm talking to myself. -slaps myself-.