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Saturday, 25 September 2010 // 16:50

I'm going to a place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

-Daughtry, Home

As you may or may not know, my laptop committed suicide. I don't even know what happened to it. I'm thinking it automatically went into Sleep mode after I ditched it on Thursday, but when I tried turning it back on it wouldn't respond at all, and when I force-off/disconnect the power source, and then turn it back on, it goes back to Sleep. Wth. I even tried connecting an external keyboard and monitor but yeah, nothing. This fucking sucks.

And I only realized last night I'm going to lose all my information because the last time I backed it up was like, before the first time my dad went to Germany which was like in, late January? Because he's the one with the external hard drive and after he came back I kept asking him for it but he keeps forgetting. Gahhhhh.

Okay, so I have all my homework stuff on my thumbdrive, and my songs on my phone, but but, GAH MY SHOWS. From the period of February to now I downloaded like, most of season three and the season four premiere of Chuck, the second half of season one and the season two premiere of Glee, the first half of season two of White Collar, and, my incomplete season one of FlashForward.

Gahh. I'm going to be super pissed if I really have to send my laptop for repair and they lost all my data, because Chuck's fucking hard to find because like, it gets deleted from the website after awhile, so I probably have like a zero percent chance of finding it again. Fuck.

And gah, all the pretty photos I ripped of Twitter and LiveJournal.

Screw my life man. And it sucks to use my sister's laptop 'cause, #1 her keyboard is weird to type on because it's different and has stickers all over it. #2 I forget half the time that it's not a touch-screen. #3 Her iTunes fails. Like, the only Kris Allen song she has is No Boundaries. And she has like, 4 JMac songs? And not a single David A song. #4, her screen flickers weirdly at the bottom. #5, she doesn't have Microsoft Office. Yeah, that list is in order of priority. Yes, MS Office is last. Even though I think my Chinese SIA is due next week or something.

Gahhh, Screw this. Oh and, Daughtry's set for Grand Prix is starting in like, an hour, and Adam's is in, six and a half hours, and I'm just going to mope during that time kay.

Okay I probably can't since my parents would drag me out for dinner or something. But still.

Joyce went yesterday for Daughtry's. But her phone ran out of battery so she didn't take any photos or anything meh. And NgXin's dad had like, free Walkabout passes for the WHOLE area, which I didn't even know existed, but he stayed until right before Daughtry's set started. I need to hit NgXin for not educating her dad properly.

So yeah, I'm just going to sit her and cry about Grand Prix.

Oh and ontd_ai people were like, bashing Singapore-ish? Because uhm, Adam's brother posted a video about how he couldn't sleep because his hotel was near the track. Yeahh, ontd_ai stalks everyone and everything. And they were saying things like, we should've not built a track "around" a hotel, because those were Adam's brother's words. Dooood, Singapore is tiny, the track is gigantic, it's a street track, and it goes around way more than that hotel. Then they said something about soundproofing the hotel, but seriously, did they stop to think how much money it'd take to soundproof every building near the track. And then they said something about, how it's even allowed for racers to practice so late? Uhm, The World's Only Night Race?

ontd_ai made me even sadder. Which is actually very, very, rare.



Okay now that all the negative stuff is out of the way.

I shall recount my week. Uhm, Monday, I can't remember anything. Tuesday we made cookies for Home Ec. Wednesday we had our Bio Block Test, and I screwed it up unexpectedly. And then I went to LotOne with Nat to get my birthday present. Which is this wallet, which I basically picked just because it was grey. Plus she said she'd kill me if I picked it It Is What It Is one, not that I was planning to. Then we went to eat at MOS Burger.

Thursday, we had Gym and Music? Ohh and I had my Chinese SIA Presentation. Which I sucked for, but my teacher thought at least I put in the effort. I am not going to let her know that it was done at 3amish. Which is not a metaphor for chionging. I tried to start on it at like 11pm, then fell asleep, woke up about half an hour later, attempted doing it for another half hour before falling asleep again, the cycle went on, until around 3am when I just decided to get up and finish it. Along with notes for my Language Arts Book Cart Wheel Discussion. And I finished it at like 5.15am and just went to read fics because there was no point in going back to sleep.

Then after school I went to Sogurt with Bijou because she was treating me as a birthday present? And I unintentionally ripped her off because they price it by weight, and I picked expensive toppings like fruit. And she picked stuff like, marshmallows. And I cannot believe she doesn't like strawberry. I mean, it's freaking ironic that she loves pink but hates strawberries and I kinda hate pink but kinda love strawberries.

Friday we had Art, and my fish-thing has random skin colour deficits. And yeah, I screwed up my LA thinga.

Mm, that's pretty much my week.

OOH NOW I GET TO POST ABOUT SHOWS.

Like, the Chuck season four premiere, which I couldn't watch properly because it was aired on Monday, so I only got to watch it on Tuesday, which was the day right before my Bio blocks and I was going to rewatch it on Thursday before my laptop died. Basically Chuck and Morgan attempt to find Chuck's mum, they almost did, but in order to save Sarah and Casey Chuck uses an EMP which basically cuts off electricity within a three-mile radius, stopping his download of the files which have all the information, then yeah, he tells Sarah and Casey about his mum and yay. Ohh and the BuyMore was transformed and is now a joint-agency CIA-NSA compound. And all the employees are agents. So yeah, Chuck rejoins the agency? And all of agents at the store keep using iPads. Ohh and all of them are using iPhone4s.

Then uhm, Glee, I remember more of it because I got to watch it properly because it was after my Bio? So, Rachel looks prettier with bangs. And they need more members because Matt got transferred to another school or something? So they perform this really awesome version of Empire State Of Mind during lunch because the Nationals or something are going to be in New York this year? But yeah, they get daoed by everyone except for these two people, this foreign exchange kid, Sunshine -yes I know it's a retarded name- whose played by Charice, and this new transfer jock, Alex or something. So Rachel approaches Sunshine, but gets intimidated by her, so she directs her to a crack house for her "auditions", and when everyone gets pissed at Rachel she tries to get Sunshine back but Sue made a call to Vocal Adrenaline and they're stealing her. And Finn tries to get the Alex kid to join, and the guys from the club sing Billionaire with him. Oh and the Cheerios and glee club budget get cut because of the new female football coach, so Sue and Will are mean to her and try to take her down. So she's all upset and kicks Finn off the football team because she thought that him bringing Artie, who is handicapped to the try-outs is a prank. Which it actually isn't, he just wants Tina back because she dumped him for Mike because they bonded over mutual interest for his abs. Huh. OH and Mike was they guy in Step Up 3D. Anyway, what the fucking fuck. And yeah so Alex sees how Finn's no longer popular and stuff, and said that he doesn't want to start at a new high school three steps back, because as a new kid you're already from the outside looking in or some shit. And yeah, even after Will apologizes she doesn't take Finn back, and gives his quarterback position to Alex. What the fucking fuck. Finn's Cory Monteith's character btw. So yeahh, they have no new members, and there's this super sweet scene between Finn and Rachel, and after that Rachel goes apologize to everyone for scaring Sunshine away. Ohh and Quinn is back as the head cheerleader, and Santana's at the bottom of the pyramid.

Yep.