you hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall;
Sunday, 19 September 2010 // 11:20
You are the light that's leading me
To the place where I find peace again
-Lifehouse, Everything
This has to be the mellowest song I know, and like. Besides I Need To Know.
And the lyrics are really pretty. Yeah, I should stop using pretty on everything.
Oh which randomly reminds me that the vocals for I Need To Know, which is a Kris Allen song, were recorded while he was lying flat on his back on the floor.
And, i was looking in my old posts to see if I posted about that before, and I just realized that I have like, three unwatched episodes of White Collar in my laptop. And Pathology. Meh, I was telling myself I would watch them in the holidays.
Which reminds me, season four of Chuck is premiering tomorrow! As in, tomorrow in American time. Wheee<3 And, season two of Glee is premiering on Tuesday? Yep. Ooh Shake's coming out on iTunes on Tuesday too.
Which somehow reminds me, I have no idea how, that I have a really really sad life. I mean seriously. My day pretty much goes like, wake up after oversleeping, go to school, chiong homework, attempt to pay attention during lessons, come home, do idkwhat on the Internet for the whole day, try to start on homework at like 11, not complete homework, go to sleep.
Idk, I'm like, closing myself off from people. I mean, I talk to my friends and classmates in school and everything, but out of school I talk to an average of like three people. It's like, fine to talk to me face-to-face, but during texting or MSN-ing when you actually have to think of topics and talk about something, I just can't and eventually people just get bored of having nothing to talk about with me.
Like, the way I blog's something like the way I converse. I post about stupid things like my day and things that you guys don't care about because I don't feel comfortable posting about stuff like my feelings, because when I type them out it feels too whiny/bitchy to me and I just end up erasing all of it. And I just really really don't like exposing myself to others.
I would say that I'm insecure, but that would make me feel insecure.
I wrote two hundred letters I will never send~ Hahah Misery<3 Okay this was really random, it's just to take your attention off the previous topic. Just, ignore it yeah. I really really feel like backspacing all of that, but yeah, I'm trying my best not to give a fuck anymore.
Anywayyy. I think Maroon 5 is kewl. I always liked their songs but yeah, never remembered to pay attention to them. Which yesh, I know it's mean. Ooh and the music video for Misery is freaking sadistic. Yeah, that's a good thing. And NgXin thinks Adam Levine[lead singer of Maroon 5]'s girlfriend who appears in the music video is too hot for him. She's some Russian model apparently.
Ohh which reminds me, Adam Lambert said that he'd kiss him. Because they were asking him who he'd kiss during this interview. Ooh I just realized that they have the same first name and initials. Hmm, he said yes to Lady Gaga, Adam Levine, OH AND KRIS ALLEN. And he was really hesitant about John Mayer, and said no to anyone from the cast of Jersey Shore because he hates the show, and Justin Bieber because he's too young and "his tongue needs training wheels".
Kay, I should stop digressing. I've somehow managed to get from Everything to Justin Bieber's tongue. Huh.
Uhm, since the last time I posted, which was on Thursday, nothing much happened. Friday we had, ohh we had Sex Ed during PCCG, for like 15minutes because Assembly went on for too long. Hahahah. And there was this ridiculous article about a local girl getting pregnant at 9. Then Music, we had a stupid quiz and I was fighting with Divya about stupid things, like my counting.
Language Arts, was our Timed Trial, which I'm not really confident about because I'm just not good at comprehensions. Then Science, we had our SPA, and I'm fucked. I think I misplaced the decimal point, for one whole column in the table. Screw. Math we had a quiz, and I'm screwed for that too 'cause I couldn't remember all the formulas. Gah. Basically Friday was a screwed day.
Then my parents picked me up 'cause my sister had a doctor's appointment, because yeah, she had some heart issue since young. Yeah, that's all.
And nothing ever happens on weekends for me, so yeah.
I don't think I have anything to post about anymore.
Oh except that I was re-watching the VMAs because I missed the first half the first time I watched it, and I SAW CORY MONTEITH PRESENTING AN AWARD. For, Best Female Video I think. You could tell Chris Colfer was super excited that Lady Gaga won. And Jane Lynch pronounced Ke$ha wrongly.
Which reminds me, Ke$ha looked ugly in her dress. And Justin Bieber's dance choreography was weird.
Yeah, honestly nothing else to post about now. Ohh except that my sister got an iTouch, wth.