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Wednesday, 10 November 2010 // 21:25

When you found the right one at the wrong time

-Pixie Lott, Broken Arrow

I shall post even though all I want to do is fall asleep now and wake up at noon tomorrow because I haven't be able to do that even though the holidays started gah.

Kay, what has happened in the past two weeks. The last week of school, we had a bunch of stupid post-exam activities. Like, some health week thing. Ohh and some first aid training that was really suggestive. To me at least. I can't remember much.

Then on Wednesday we went to Sentosa for our batch outing. I think my team pwned for the games thinga. Sort of. We played beach volleyball, which was just fail on both sides but we still won. Then this weird version of dodgeball where the defending team can't catch the ball, and everyone can move. THen it was this, idk what it was called. Idk, can't be bothered to post about that bit.

Then after we got back to school we went to audition for OM? I think we kinda failed, but nevermind!

Then last day of school. We had level closure! We weren't allowed to play our appreciation to teachers thingy, or sing the song because we were one of the last classes mehh. Our montage was awesome though.

Then we had spring cleaning, then class closure. We did the thing where you write your name on a piece of paper and pass it around and people would write one good and bad thing about you. I think we did that for P6 camp.

Yeahh, my paper was kinda, weird. The bad bit at least. They were like super contradictory. Some people told me to talk more and some people told me to talk less. And softer/louder too. Okay wait I think NgXin's the only one who told me to talk louder 'cause she's crazy like that.

Mehhhh, I miss my class. I mean, I don't know how they feel about me, which thinking about me, might be really negative, shit. But yeah, i know I don't dislike any of them. Yeah, none. I get irritated at some of them now and then, but yeah, they're generally non-dislikable. To me anyway.



Ohkay I posted all that yesterday. And then I, okay I don't know, I just stopped posting.

Kay, so, I don't really have much to post about my holidays. It was basically a lot of training. And watching the NCIS vs. Criminal Minds thinga FOX is showing every weeknight because I just really like cop shows?

And, I went to hand in my Talent Development form with Bijou, Divya, SeeMin, JuneYu, and JengMun on Monday? And Bijou was one hour late. Then after that all of us minus JuneYu and JengMun went to Bugis and met Daphne. And because Bijou was one hour late, we reached Bugis super late and Daphne kept scolding me. Yes, me! I don't know why she was scolding me instead of Bijou mehhhh. It was all Bijou's fault please.

Yeah, so we had lunch at Subway, went to Comics Connection because Daphne had to buy JengMun's birthday present. Then we went to watch The Incite Mill, which is this Japanese movie sort of like Saw? Uhm, basically these ten people think they're taking this temporary really high-paying job and so they are made to stay in this, place. Idk what to call it. And then they realize that they each have a weapon locked in this box in their room, and that you earn more money if you kill someone, get killed, or solve a murder. Yeahh.

The ending did not suck. None of my un-enlightened friends understand that. Hmph.

Mm, then after that Divya had to leave and then we went to Bugis street. Mm.



I see a Burn Notice ad! Yay. Anywayy.

Hmm. Ohh I know what I have to post about! JMac's new album. I should've posted about this weeks ago, but I kept forgetting. Uhm, basically the track list, release date and album name was revealed? It's called, uhmmmm, Have It All. Yeah. And I cannot believe Unrehearsed, this song that was leaked idkhowmany months ago, was cut. I mean, seriously? Ryan-freaking-Tedder wrote that song. But that's not the point. It was the song that actually made me think "Oh, so maybe his new album won't be full of R&B crap." Gah.

And huh, did you know he was nominated for two Emmys and one Grammy? But yeah, that was like, a decade ago.

And omgg he was on Punk'd like, five years ago. Ooh apparently he substituted Ashton Kutcher and punked Akon. And huh, apparently he's going to be writing songs for Bieber? Idk, according to wiki.

Anywayy. What else do I have to post about. DAVID A'S COMING TO SINGAPORE! No wait he's here already! Gahh a shitload of tweets don't appear in my Twitter timeline okay that freaking sucks. He landed like, 6hours ago and tweeted about it but it didn't appear on my stupid timeline bleh.

Screw Twitter man.

ANYWAY. Yeah, he's going to do some concert, that you can only get in by buying this Nokia phone from Singtel. God I hate it when they do that. And then he's going to have an autograph session on Monday? Mmhmm. I WANT TO GO. But I most probably won't, since my The Other Side of Down is still with Nat and it's just kinda awkward to go alone?

Hahahah you're like on the very same island as David A right now!

Anyway, I overuse the word 'anyway', huh... Okay, anyway back to the non-existent point, what else do I have to post about. Ooh Dominic Monaghan, the actor of this character I kinda really like in FlashForward, or more well-known as some guy on Lost and the hobbit in Lord of the Rings I think? Yeah, he guest-starred on Chuck in season2, and I had no idea. I feel like some horrible fan. Although, it was this 3D episode that caused the ripped version's video-audio syncing to be completely off? So yeah, I only watched it once, when they showed it on AXN.

Okay, I can't remember what else I wanted to post about. Ohyeah, I really cannot fucking stand Like A G6. It's a freaking irritating song. With an almost equally irritating music video. Gahh cannot stand it.

Okay another thing I cannot stand. People overusing 'ohkay'. I mean, I'm not going to go around screaming about how I copyrighted it, but seriously, stop using it as an 'okay', there's a big difference kay. And I cannot stand people who go all condescending on others just because they don't share your opinions. And I can't stand people who get pissed over nothing at all and we try to be nice and they're just so, gah.

I should stop ranting.

Oh shit my challenge thinga! I have to do 15, shit wtf.



11. You’re locked in a big closet with 3 people, who are they, how did you get locked in the closet, and what are you doing?
Hahah this sounds wronggg. Hmm. How the hell am I supposed to know. I shall go do the others first. Kay, back, I still don't know. Kay, I shall say something completely random. Hmm who- Matt Bomer, Adam Lambert, anddd, uhmm, Neil Patrick Harris? Yeah, we got locked in the closet just because I want to make going back into the closet jokes. As in, you know, the coming out of the closet as a metaphor for admitting you're gay thing. What, I'm sleepy and can't think of anything unlame.


12. Choose a song that sums up the year you’ve been having so far.
Uhmmmm. What? -skip again- Kay. Automatic? Sort of. Idkk I just want to sleep.


13. If you ever ended up in jail, what crime would you have most likely committed?
Hmm. Some traffic violation? Idk, I don't think I'm actually going to commit some really serious crime? I hope.


14. Your life story in three words.
Without any direction. That sounds weird? But yeah, something along that line.


15. A prank you’ve pulled on someone and a prank someone’s pulled on you. What were your feelings and thoughts through out each. Have your feelings and thoughts changed?
I have no idea. Ohh prank calls! Hmm, which one should I talk about. Okay, uhm, like during post-PSLE period where we ran out of things to do KMSC prank-called a whole bunch of people with that stupid "You ordered pizza but we ran out of __ can we replace it with __" Mm, and Isaac actually got his mum and we got freaked out and hung up. And uhm, let's see, feelings and thoughts. Idk, I was just laughing the whole time. And I don't think it has changed? And I can't remember if anyone ever pulled a prank on me?


16. What is your biggest fear right now?
Hmm. Right now? This very second? Falling asleep without turning of my laptop and the television.


17. Your favorite childhood memory.
I really don't know. Probably some vacation?


18. If you were going to have 10 kids, 5 girls, 5 boys, what would their names be? (first or full names)
Ooh ooh Kris. I mean, it really is a nice name. Like, the K makes it special and everything. And hmm. Demetri? It's special-ish. And uhmm, idk. I can't be bothered to think? I think Katy's sort of a nice name.


19. Have you ever ran away? If not, would you?
Nope. I hope not. I'm not that rebellious?


20. If you could have a world of your own, what would it be like? Who would be there? What would you do there?
The usual stuff, no crime, no disasters, no pollution etc etc. Some high-techy place but still really, natural? With random meadows and thingas. And uhm, I guess everyone un-evil would be there? I mean, some criminals aren't actually evil. And uhm, idk, slack. Like, the universe would provide for us magically. Omgg I'm seriously a freaking slacker.


21. Something you’re ashamed of.
I'm a hypocrite.


22. Something you’re proud of.
I've been sleeping early. Until today, because I'm trying to finish this post.


23. What is your passion? How did it become so?
I don't have one. My horrible meaningless life, remember? Okay meaningless makes me sound like some emo kid. I mean, I get that I have to go to school and everything, but it's just, becoming so routine and I

"ah, I was typing halfway and decided I sound whiny. then I went on to the next question and forgot to come back.", my response to Bijou about why my answer ended halfway. Mm. Can't be bothered to edit it properly. I want my sleep.


24. Tell us about the first time you fell in love.
Not applicable.


25. Are you a rebel or do you like going with the flow? Why?
I guess I kinda go with the flow. Because it's easier and I'm just such a person. And I don't like standing out, much.