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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links




had enough
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Sunday, 21 November 2010 // 00:51

‘Cause I always knew that the day would come
When I’m not enough to make you stay

-David Archuleta, Falling Stars

You know the first few times I heard this song, I had no idea it was this sad. 'Cause like, the rest of the album was so happy and optimistic etc etc I think my brain just couldn't register anything negative. And it was like, one of the two songs he didn't at least co-write on the album, so yeah, not surprising that it's negative-ish. Anywayyy, this song is just super duper sad): I have lame vocublary, but yeah, it really is. Like, just that feeling of being with someone that's just way out of your league, not just in some stupid superficial way, and how you're never going to be good enough for them. And even though they aren't like, deliberately being mean or anything, after awhile once the novelty wears off the relationship's just going to, burn out. And how that person doesn't mind because they feel that they're just so lucky to even be with that person for such a short period of time.

Yeahh. ANYWAY.

Hmm. The last time I posted was at, the midnight of Thursday. Thursday was my dad's birthday. We went to some Chinese dimsum restaurant for lunch, then we went shopping? Mm, I bought two new tees yay. And I was supposed to buy a FOX hoodie. Huh, I have no idea why I didn't. Then we had cake and everything and yeah.

And Friday was just, training. And sleeping.

Sho. Did you know that Sarah Palin called AI contestants "talent-deprived" and suffering from "the cult of self-esteem."

Well I didn't, until David Cook tweeted about it. Twitter's very educational. Anywayyy.

What, the, fuck.

I quote, "No one they have encountered in their lives — from their parents to their teachers to their president — wanted them to feel bad by hearing the truth," she writes. "So they grew up convinced that they could become big pop stars like Michael Jackson."

She has big big issues. I mean, apparently her daughter is on Dancing With The Stars and she really sucks and the judges hate her, but she manages to stay on the show because it's an open voting contest. I mean, hypocritical much.

And gahhhhh, I just can't believe she called AI people untalented! I mean, just look at Kris Allen! And David Archuleta! And Adam Lambert! And David Cook! And omggg Daughtry! And yeah, you get it.

Anywayyy. To curb all that negative energy, I spent my whole day watching Jim Cantiello videos. He's way too obsessed with Kris Allen hahah. And yayy, yes that's a good thing.

He was like doing this Twitter recap of the week thing, then he was like announcing the 'star of the week', and the conversation between him and random-guy-behind-the-camera was like "You'll never guess who it is!" "Kris Allen." "Yeahh, how'd you know that?" "Duuuude, it's always Kris Allen. Even if it's not Kris Allen, you always end up talking about Kris Allen. You have a problem."

And since his Twitter recaps are from like, a year ago, he mentioned these super old tweets that David A tweeted while getting his wisdom teeth out. Omgg he looked damn cute. Okay he always looks damn cute, but yeahhhhh.

I should go stalk Twitters, really. As in, tweets from long time ago that I haven't read. But then, I'd have to scroll through someone's one whole year or so of tweets so yeah, maybe not. Maybe when I really have too much time on my hands.

Hmm. I can't think of anything else to post about. OHYEAH. GOSH I CANNOT BELIEVE I FORGOT.



IT'S KRIS ALLEN'S UNOFFICIAL(I THINK) VIDEO FOR HIS NEW SINGLE. Ahah omg it's just freaking cute and fun and full of epic win. I think I subconsciously ripped that off a LiveJournal comment.

And I cannot believe Bijou thinks he looks 30 too. LIke Nat that evil person who likes a 31-year-old. 'Cause I was reading my old posts and telling her about it.

I mean, even Daphne the crazy eedeeyot who spazzes over JongHyun all day long thinks Kris Allen's hot. Yeah I think that was a quote. And I'm pretty sure her definition of 'hot' doesn't include 'looks like he's 30'. Because he isn't. And nobody thinks that. Yes, nobody.

Ohkayyy I shall go do my David A challenge now!



Day 02 – When you became a David Archuleta fan.
Hmmmm. Somewhere around, early 2009. When I borrowed YongHui's (brother's, I think) David Archuleta for some Show&Tell on a famous person. Then I heard his album and just, fell in love with him. I think. Before that I just liked his singles.

Day 03 – Your favorite David Archuleta song.
Okay this is a hard question. Waiting for Yesterday? Or Barriers. Or maybe A Little Too Not Over You, but I don't like songs as much if I first hear of them from the radio as compared to just, hearing them from the Internet or the album or something.

Day 04 – Your favorite song from “David Archuleta” (the album).
Okay, uhm, same answer? Because I didn't mention any songs from The Other Side of Down above because, it's new-ish and I don't think I've liked any of the songs long enough to call it a favourite. Mm.