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Friday, 3 December 2010 // 12:46

I lose my appetite, knowing kids starve tonight
Am I a sinner, cause my dinner is still on my plate

-Justin Bieber, Pray

Eh, I think his new album's quite cool. Okay not cool, idk why I used that word. It's just, nice? Mm. Like, the acoustic versions are just nicer 'cause some of his songs are like, hmm, over-produced-ish? No not over-produced, I don't know how to explain it.

Yeahh, it's just nice.

And he doesn't sound like a girl anymore.

ANYWAY. I haven't posted for more than a week. I was going to post last week! Friday I think. And then I got too tired from training and just fell asleep.

Mmhmm. So. Since last Tuesday. Wednesday, I went to watch HP7 with Lynn, JiaQian, Tommy, and his friend? Yeahhh, it was kinda awkward. Thursday, training. And then I went out with my sister to, kay I forgot where/why.

Oh and it was Thanksgiving! Which basically means what everyone tweets about becomes 5% of random stuff, 15% about what they're thankful for etc, 80% about food. Honestly. Okay that's just because I mostly follow Americans. And Canadians. I don't think I follow British people, I think. Except Pixie Lott, and she doesn't tweet a lot. Mmhmm, but still.

Friday. I went to Julia's house with my batch to bake! Yeah it was fun.

OKAY. I TYPED THIS WHOLE LONG POST ON TUESDAY. LIKE, REALLY KINDA SORTA LONG. ABOUT STUFF LIKE THE BUSINESS DYNAMICS OF AMERICAN IDOL. AND THEN IT POOFED. GAH.

So anyway, back to the point, uh, yeahh, we baked cookies. And then first batch kinda failed, but the others were kinda okay I guess. Yay.

Then afterwards we went for training. Then, during the weekend I went to Malaysia? Yeah, my family wasn't actually planning to go anywhere but my dad got some, free resort stay thinga from his company. I think. Yeah, we basically spent three days following my sister shop. And eating! Hahah I think I grew a lot fatter from it.

Then, Tuesday. I went for training. Then, Wednesday. Training camp. We did this really, really horrible thing where we have to run synchronized like uniformed groups. Like, everyone's left feet must hit the ground at the same time. Yeahhhh, I really really sucked at it. And our coach kept making us do it again and again for like, one hour and fifteen minutes. I am not kidding or over-exaggerating. I'm surprised I'm not dead.

Then we were made to write reflections on it. Then we did other super exhausting crap. And dropped and ran a lot just because my coach felt like it. Really. Then we changed, had lunch, and the food was total crap really. Then we rested because we can't train right after eating and played charades. And like, designed team logos. Hahah my group's was damn 'abstract'. Basically we were lazy.

Then we did more tiring crap. Yesterday was better. We still had to run a lot, but not as long. Then we did more tiring crap, but then after awhile we did sliding. Which was freaking fun omgg seriously! 'Cause we weren't like, sliding in the mud. We were sliding on this gigantic canvas mat with water and bubbly body soap on it.

GAH I CANNOT STAND Like A G6. THAT SONG, IS FREAKING IRRITATING TTM. I MEAN SERIOUSLY, GOSH. AND THE MUSIC VIDEO IS DUMB. IT BASICALLY SHOWS THIS PLASTIC BIMBO FLIPPING HER HAIR AND SHOWING OFF HER PROBABLY-FAKE BOOBS.

Kay sorry, I'm watching MTV. Anyway. Yeah, basically sliding was freaking fun. Except for the fact my legs felt gross because it was damn wet and I was wearing shorts inside my too-tight-for-my-fat-thighs slacks. And I ruined two pairs of socks. Because I was wearing NY socks inside my long socks and we were made to slide without our boots on and you'll have to like, run this distance first before sliding. Yeahh.

Then we changed, ate a much awesomer lunch, then we watched the 2008 Olympics Bronze Medal Game. For like, softball, female. Australia vs. Japan? Yeah, there were 13innings so we didn't finish watching.

OOH they're playing some Fahrenheit song on MTV. 'Cause they're doing Asian Takeaway. Kay I feel a little bad for daoing them because I used to really really like them. I still think WuZun's super overrated though. His voice improved though, I think. He used to just be the filler who couldn't sing who everyone thought was hot. He's, okay now I guess. Ahhhh Jiro is still super hot. But his hair looks screwed. And what is with his outfit.

Ahh Nat would be so proud of me for posting that part. ANYWAY. Uh, in the middle of watching the match, it started raining so we went to move our stuff in, then we went back, finished watching till the 8th inning which was like, all that was recorded. Then our coach just explained a bunch of stuff to us, and training camp ended because of the rain. Yesterday was kinda really fun.

And today I didn't go because -OMG I SEE JOHN CHO ON How I Met Your Mother HAHAH YAY HE IS AWESOME. ALTHOUGH HE'S SUPER OLD- I was sick. Okay actually I'm only a little sick now, but yesterday night i was really quite sick okay idk why! I'm sho happaye I don't have to do the stupid running thing again. I think my leg muscles might die, I'm serious. They hurt like hell.

So yeah. Now.

Anyway. Hmm. What did I post about on Tuesday before my post poofed. Besides all the commercialism shits of Idol, which I shall not bother to repost. Uhhh. Grammy nominations. Did you know Adam Lambert got nominated for one. Best Pop Vocal Performance for Whataya Want From Me. Yeahhhh. Huh.

Let's see, how else. I think Justin Bieber got 2. Lady Gaga and Katy Perry got a whole bunch. Bruno Mars got a hell lot too, 'cause he writes and produces too. And uh, Glee got 2. Yep, I think that's all I remember.

I have something to post about. I really do. Like. Uh. How people usually think David A's 15, but like yesterday someone thought he was like 12. Mm, he tweeted. I mean seriously, 12 is younger than, me! Which reminds me about how Greyson Chance is the same age as me which is still kinda weird. Ooh his nice song is sorta kinda nice though.

And. OH! Glee! YOU KNOW CORY MONTEITH'S CHARACTER, BROKE UP WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND. How fucking sad is that. 'Cause uh, she found out he was keeping the fact that last year before they started dating he slept with some cheerleader from her because he didn't want to hurt her, then they got into this big fight 'cause she's super insecure and when they were finally about to make up she confessed that while they were fighting she made out with his ex-best friend because she was so pissed. The same ex-best friend his ex-girlfriend cheated on him with, which was the reason why both that best friend and girlfriend became exes. And then he was so freaking disappointed with his current girlfriend because he loves her so much and then he broke up with her.

Yeahhh, American high school shows. What do you expect, really. Still, it's so, sad for him.

Anyway, uh, I know I really do have a lot of things to post about, but yeah, I can't remember so I shall go do my David A challenge now!

No, wait. I have two more things to post about.


How cool is that. It's some shirt design depicting the themes of every single song on his album. Hahah I would so buy it if I actually liked graphic tees, but I kinda hate them, so yeahh. I tried finding every single song, but then I just gave up and checked the comments.

1. Live Like We're Dying- Falling airplane "and if your plane fell out of the skies"
2. Before We Come Undone- moon w/ knife "And this night is out to kill"
3. Can't Stay Away- broken hearts on floor "I see you left a trail of broken hearts"
4. The Truth- elephant "it's the elephant in the room"
5. Written All Over My Face- there are either words on that face under the angels or the face is between 'Kris Allen'
6. Bring it Back- car/road under the sun "At sundown on the freeway is no place for goodbyes"
7. Red Guitar- the red guitar
8. Is It Over- Our Story book "to rewrite our story tonight"
9. Let It Rain- clouds with lightning
10. Alright With Me- pawn "I'm a little pawn, still in your game"
11. Lifetime- earth with all the instruments "To find my place in the world symphony"
12. I Need To Know- the whole image? "is there clarity in this insanity"
13. Heartless- tinman (has no heart)
14. Send Me All Your Angels- angels on top

I only managed to find #1, #4, #6, #7 and #8 by myself. Ooh that's more than 1/3, and I'm damn proud of myself for figuring out #6, 'cause it's not that obvious. Right?

Andd. Kris Allen got a new puppy! A freaking cute puppy. That's so freaking tiny it fits in his palm.

Just, ahhh idk. Someone commented something like "I honestly can't decide who's cuter." Ikr.

Okay, I'm done now. Sorry.



Day 07 – Your favorite David Archuleta live performance.
Uhhhhh. Ohh his performance of Zero Gravity, on the last stop of his tour last year, which was also several days before Christmas and his birthday, so basically it was super duper high and he was jumping around the stage and it was basically cute ttm. Okay idk, I just don't watch a lot of his concert videos. Which is sad, yeah I know.


Day 08 – The David Archuleta song you most relate to.
Hmm... I really don't know. Crush? Idk, it's a song that like everyone can relate to. Or, hmm, or maybe You Can. I really have no idea.


Day 09 – How many David Archuleta songs do you own?
Let me check. 32. Oh gosh that's kinda little. I should start listening to his AI songs.


Day 10 – Something you miss about David Archuleta.
Huh? Okay I don't even get this question. That he used to be on the same island as me for like, four days?


Day 11 – Your favorite David Archuleta lyric.
Ohkay. Very hard question. "Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes, bring me to my knees and make me cry." Okay not exactly my favourite, but I have no idea how to pick and the previous previous previous question made me think of You Can, so yeah.


Day 12 – Your favorite YouTube video of David Archuleta.
Huh... His vlogs! Does that count! He rambles a lot and it's damn cute.


Day 13 – Your favorite David Archuleta performance on “American Idol.”
Horrible question to ask me. I've only watched like, 2. Uhmm, Angels I guess. Hahah the 17-year-old him looks like he's about to faint when the judges compliment him.


Day 14 – Have you met David Archuleta?
Yesh yesh yesh! 18days ago. Bleh, that was so long ago.


Day 15 – Your favorite Tumblr page(s) dedicated to David Archuleta.
HY!DA? Idk, I don't know any others.


Day 16 – Your favorite David Archuleta picture.
Okay, uhm, I'm just going to take the first random nice photo I see on whatever page of HY!DA I'm stalking right now. So yeah, it's not my favourite, because I can't really pick.

From HY!DA's page 118. AHHHHHHHHHHHH<3 Omggg he looks like some little kid here. Now I totally get why people think he's like, 15. 12 is still ridiculous. But this was from last year! He's grown a little bit more mature-ish looking this year I think.