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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

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Thursday, 30 December 2010 // 00:53

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

-Taylor Swift, Back To December

I really should go to sleep. Considering that I slept at like four in the morning today. And I shall not watch Dexter even though I missed like three episodes while at chalet. Yeahhh right.

Huh apparently the season's finale is this Friday. Okay that was a really short season... Anywayyy.

SOFTBALL CHALET!

The first day, we like checked in, rehearsed for the sec4 farewell song thinga, played random games, and then my batch went cycling. Hahah I almost forgot how to cycle. This is sad, I should cycle more. And I couldn't sleep that night ugh. Like, it was really cold because I was lying on top of my sleeping bag instead of in it and i was like, quite directly under the fan. And now my nose is just, bleh.

Second day, Amazing Race at Tampines1 and Changi. Hahah I think we looked ridiculous, like this bunch of people in FBTs and slippers running around the airport. My group had me, Julia, WeiQin and Alison, and we were damn fail and took damn long. And for the second part at Changi we joined groups and just, didn't do. Which is kinda mean if you think about it, 'cause our seniors like spent a lot of time organizing it.

Then we came back and had our barbeque. Omgg I'm gonna turn so fat. Then our coach came like 2hours late and my batch was being mean and daoed him. And then we had the sec4 farewell performance. We like, sang songs and the sec3s gave the graduation gifts. Then it was kinda awkward for my batch 'cause we don't actually know the sec4s so we like, went and stoned in the lobby. Most of us left at around 2am+ when the seniors left the chalet to sit by the pool or something except for me, Daphne, Rebecca and Tammie? And yeahh, we were actually planning to stay there for really long 'cause the sofa was actually more comfortable but then, -cough- weird things happened so we went back and Tammie and I slept at around 4? Mm.

Ohhhhh and it was David A's 20th birthday!<3 You know he spent his birthday working. How sad is that, really.

Then, today, it was the end of chalet and I went for lunch with my batch at PizzaHut and then I came home, turned on my laptop and the TV and just sortof-notreally fell asleep on the couch.

Hmm. What else do I have to post about besides chalet. The last time I posted was on Friday morning.. Ohyeah on Friday, I went to Orchard with Nat Lynn YanZhe YongHui. We had lunch and, wandered around 313. Ohh and then we went to OrchardCentral because it was just next to 313 and hahah that place is cool. The architecture was just kinda really pretty and it was really big. Too big.

And uh, Saturday was Christmas? And my mum's birthday. Mm. Which reminds me, there've been too many birthdays recently. Like, idk, I think it was Jared Leto aka 30 Seconds To Mars' lead singer's birthday on Sunday or something? Idk, I was helping trend it on Twitter for fun because I'm nice like that. Omg I just found out that he's 39 omgg that's so old and I thought Enrique iglesias was 'old'. And huh he acts which reminds me that Matt Bomer can sing! But I don't like his singing voice, it's weird. But whatever, it's weird, like I don't personally like it but I know it's good. Anyway yeahh, like idkk I just kept seeing birthdays on Twitter.

Uhhh. What else. That annual mash-up of Billboard's Top25 Hits was released? Idk, I don't really have an opinion on it. There was a lot of TiK ToK and even if I didn't dislike that song it was still damn irritating, like just, ughh idk how to say. And hahah Need You Now was damn awkward 'cause it's like ballad-ish and just didn't fit well with all the other songs. And I didn't recognize one song :O

Idk, I just prefer 2009's 'cause I actually liked more songs from it. I mean, there's a difference between a song which is nice and I'd listen to on the radio and a song I actually like and just, yeahhhh. I need to stop thinking that everyone understands what "yeahhhhh" means. Plus like, the mash-up effect was just nicer I guess.

Meh whatever I'm going to go do my challenge now.



Day 08 - The Kris Allen song you most relate to.
Uhhhhhh. Live Like We're Dying? I mean, literally everyone can relate to those kinds of songs, unless you're like immortal and don't need to worry about cherishing your life etc etc. Maybe Bring It Back? I mean, your significant other's leaving you, but you don't want them to. How hard is it to relate to that?

My answer feels very mean. I need my sleep man seriously.


Day 09 - How many Kris Allen songs do you own?
Uhhhh. 24. Ugh that's not even a lot.


Day 10 - Precious moments with Kris Allen.
Maybe it's just my sleep-deprived brain but I don't get this one, at all. And I'm not going to bother to attempt to understand it because yeah, sleep-deprived.


Day 11 - Your favorite Kris Allen lyric.
Gah why are you asking me this question now. Where I actually have to really really think. Oh wait maybe I don't. Basically the whole chorus of The Truth. "Trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down. But honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now. While the floors underneath our feet are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling, I still stand here holding up the roof 'cause it's easier than telling the truth." Maybe the bridge too. "Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning and let the rain come in. Stop pretending that it's not ending and let the end begin."

Ughh I cannot stand how much I love this song meh. Hmm. Maybe I should take a song he actually co-wrote, like From The Ashes! Okay this one I can actually just pick one line. "You said that you've lost your way, like you've forgotten how to dream awake." Ooh maybe I should use a From The Ashes blogskin. I'm getting sick of my blogskin.


Day 12 - Your favorite Kris Allen shirt.
The blue and grey tee that depicts all his songs I posted about before. Basically because of the colour scheme and how it reminds me about how awesome it is that I share his favourite colours, plus it's just, a really cool design. Ohh or maybe the pink elephant one, uhh it's sort of some inside joke. Okay maybe not.


Day 13 - Your favorite Kris Allen performance on American Idol.
Uhhh. The first thing that comes to mind is Heartless because it was like, his best performance, but yeah, it's his best, but it's not my favourite. Like, the difference between objective and subjective, yeahh. Ugh I need to watch it to actually properly decide which one's the best, but probably To Make You Feel My Love, Falling Slowly, or Ain't No Sunshine. Although the last one's probably leaning towards fact instead of opinion, like Heartless so yeah, probably not. The way he sings is just, really intimate and heartbreaking and just yeahhhh omg I really don't know how to explain you get it, whatever.