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tired of barely holding on,
to something that's already gone.
tired of being the one who's in this all alone.

entries about chat links




had enough
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Saturday, 15 January 2011 // 22:21

Drowning in the silence, screaming
With nothing left to say

-Lifehouse ft. Chris Daughtry, Had Enough

Soo. I finally changed my blogskin. Ugh I don't even know why I bother blogging anymore considering the fact that an average of two people tag/read. Ugh I feel so pathetic. Like, I have no other communication outlet so I write all my shit on the Internet with the delusion of someone hanging onto my every word. Idk, I think that happens to a lot of people, right? Like constantly spamming Facebook statues about things nobody cares about. Okay like I'd know, since I decided to dao my Facebook except when people tag me in photos or send me messages and stuff. And it's made me a better person okay yay!

Anyway, since Wednesday. Uh, Thursday we had our health check-up, and I just realized that there's actually very little people who get negative results for the back test thing. Huh, I always thought that most people get negative. Like me wheee. Then we had Dance. Ugh I suck at Dance.

Then we had Science Lab, where we used this stimulation program on the comp to create circuits and stuff hahah it was so fun. Then we had OM, and we came up with a cool complicated backdrop thing.

Friday, I only finished like half of my super long Math worksheet. And ugh everyone was doing it during White Space, aka the 'free' period where I have OM. And I couldn't think of a proper excuse, so my Math teacher got pissed with me. But ughhhh you know Bijou didn't even do it at all and our teacher didn't say a single thing to her ugh.

And we had Philo which was so cool hahah. Omgg my writing is becoming more and more immature. Then we had Music where we watched Music & Lyrics.

Then I went to 313 with my batch to celebrate Daphne's birthday in advance! We basically made the DIY cake from The Icing Room and had lunch together. Hahah our cake was so awesome. The photos are supposed to be on FB, but they aren't, huh. And when she saw the cake Joyce said she looked like she was going to cry hahah aww. But she didn't.

Ugh my throat has been hurting the whole week and then Friday night it just committed suicide. Then I got a cold, cough and fever too. Ugh the whole night was horribleee. I couldn't sleep properly gah. Then I couldn't go for training and OM meeting today morning.

So I spent my whole day sleeping and drinking lots and lots of honey and my throat still kinda hurts but I think I'm okay now.

Ugh I have to do Math, write my angel letter and write my LA journal tomorrow. And I have to read To Kill a Mockingbird by like two weeks ago. Ughhhhhhhh.

Anywayyy. About the horoscope changing thingy, ugh. I am not a Leo please. It doesn't even fit me at all. I am not those kind of dramatic, leadery, center-of-attraction people ugh. I'm staying as the shy, over-critical, perfectionist Virgo. Although that doesn't fit me much, at least it doesn't contradict as much as Leo. I think. Right?

Yeahh. I don't really know what else to post about. Uhh, Chuck and White Collar are coming back next week, I think. Which reminds me, I saw the White Collar season one DVD at HMV and it only cost like, $49.95. TV show DVDs usually cost $69.95, I think.

Yeahh I shall go do my challenge now, since apparently I forgot to do it in my previous post. I think I'm finishing it soon. Then I shall start doing a general not-fandom-related challenge. Mmhmm. Gah I'm getting very sick of like everything, which includes my fandoms ugh what's wrong with me. You know when writing my profile for my blogskin, I was thinking of striking out that list of musicians I like. No, not just removing, like striking it out idk what's wrong with me ugh.

And I shall go drink more honey, like now.



Day 24 - Your favorite Kr- ship.
Uhhh, Kradam, I guess. It's the most popular, blown-out-of-proportion one. Okay I sound mean ugh whatever.


Day 25 - A Kris Allen song that you would love to hear live.
Uhhh. From The Ashes. Because it's like, my second favourite song from him and he never sings it live because it's just a bonus track.


Day 26 - Who would you want to do a duet with Kris Allen?
Ugh I don't know. I don't really want him to duet with anyone, particularly.


Day 27 - A Kris Allen song that you wish had a music video.
Uhh. I Need To Know. Idk, it just popped into my mind. Or more specifically, the scene on Vampire Diaries where it was featured. Idk, it'd just be really emotional and pretty.


Day 28 - Do you own any Kris Allen merchandise?
Nope. I don't even know if I'd wear merch you know, honestly.


Day 29 - The Kris Allen song that you never get tired of hearing.
Uhhhhh. From The Ashes maybe. Idk, I get tired of listening to songs a lot.