tired of imitations, running out of patience;
Wednesday, 30 March 2011 // 23:46
Everyone I talk to is just another not you
Makes me wonder how we're so far apart
-The Wanted, Replace Your Heart
Okay, I shall resist the temptation to fangirl until after I've attempted to post normally. -breathes in, breathes out- HI!
This is like, one of my fastest blog post update. Because it's Chinese tomorrow, which is a subject you can't really mug for. Even though I still should because my Chinese sucks. While everyone in my class is getting like, 52 I'm getting 47.
I HEAR NATHAN SYKES. Just saying, sorry.
I even got a 43 before D: And I usually get like, 13/20 for the other one ugh. I think Chinese is my worst subject this year, as in if you only look at my grades. GAH.
Soo, since Sunday. Monday, LA was bad. I had no SEE structure, I basically paraphrased the whole book, then "From this, Scout learned about discrimination." The end. FML I'm going to fail. I didn't even have any quotes except like, "nigger-lover" and "thrash". Honestly. Damnnnn.
After school Bianca and I stayed back to cut up cardboard for our OM backdrop for awhile. Then Daphne called me and begged me to go library to study with her. Yeah, and when I went there she spent like 10minutes standing there trying not to laugh before finally sitting down. Yeah, you don't get it but I feel too tired and fangirly to expose her scandalous affairs so yeah, I'm so nice right.
It isn't actually scandalous, it just sounds better like that.
Tuesday, History. God. There wasn't enough time ugh. I only had 5minutes to do my whole structured question, and half of my second SBQ. And my co-form who was the invigilator was super nice and gave us an extra minute. 'Cause when time was already up she was like, one more minute, probably because she saw pathetic people like me still writing.
Today, Physics, ahhhh fuck. First my mood was completely ruined, because literally every single fucking person who saw my notes were like, "Are these YOURS?!" I'm fucking sick of people treating me like I'm stupid and like I don't try at all just because I'm not, even close to being a model student. Like, seriously, literally everyone does that.
Just because I score well for something doesn't mean I fucking cheated okay. And just because I'm not good at a certain subject or something doesn't mean you can just, IDK LUHHHHH WTF.
Sorry anyway. Then I basically anyhow did the whole paper gah I'm going to fail. Then today after school, we did OM I'm freaking proud of us today. Like, even though it's block tests period, we made 3 out of the 8 panels we need for our backdrop! Okay actually it was because all of us had to stay back for IH consultation anyway. And we used up all the nice identical cardboard, so yeah, I think the other panels would be harder to make):
Then IH consultation, LSB basically told us we were going to fail. But who caaaaaares. Honestly, that draft was total crap and was just handed in for the sake of it. We're not going to fail please.
Okay, so, I should probably go mug for Chinese/Geog now. Okay, I shall continue stalking/fangirling until, 11. Then I'll mug a tiny bit of Chinese.
You're strongly advised to not continue reading this post btw. This is my, crazy over-obsessed fangirling, to curb the madness of block tests to make sure I don't lose my sanity. Fighting fire with fire, yeah?
Okay, I honestly, cannot, fathom, how, people, like, Divya, and, Jessie, think, that, Cory, Freakin', Monteith, is, ugly. Okay I completely understand that not everyone thinks he's superduperomghot, but seriously. Ugly, Cory Monteith. Do you not see how those words do not go together.
And ugh all my classmates don't think Darren Criss is good-looking. But yeah, that one I understand more? 'Cause Darren Criss is like, his freaking sexy charm plus his voice plus his personality, plus his looks. Like, his looks aren't that big of a factor of why I like him? Not that I like Cory Monteith only for his looks, okay I do. But I love him for his Canadian dorky awkwardness, and his talent.
ANYWAY. The main point of this fangirling post.
THE WANTED.
Okay so I've spent a lot of time, mostly random breaks between studying, at 2am, stalking them. Ah okay I now think Nathan James Sykes is freaking awesome<3 Ugh it's so sad when everyone I know calls him ugly wtf okay D:
So he's not hot, or very handsome, so what. He has a weird face shape(?), his eyes are too far apart(?!), who cares. He's super cute please. The thing I like about how he looks is that he just looks like a regular (freakishly adorable) 17-year-old boy-next-door. Seriously. It's so mean when everyone says he's ugly okay D: I'm so heartbroken.
Kay that photo's sort of unglam 'cause I just screenshot it from some video because he just looked so freaking cute omo but yeah, most of his photos are unglam anyway.
And he's damn adorkable seriously. I love the word adorkable. He's like those, quiet and blur kind of people hahah. But it's not like he's quiet and emo all the time or something. He's like, dorky and funny and high a lot too. And he's damn slow apparently hahah, despite being the youngest in the band. Everyone else is like 20-22 and he's 17. He takes the longest in the shower, and he cannot drink fast to save his life. Because they keep having milk challenges, idk why, to see who can drink the fastest, and by the time the first guy finishes he's barely started. Then when everyone else finishes he's probably still at like, 3/4 hahah so cute omg.
And I think it's damn fawesome that they post a lot of videos. They post a video every Wednesday, and they call it #WantedWednesday! And it's just very informal, and personal and it's just a great way for fans to connect with them? Like, it's very easy for me to find stuff to fangirl about like that.
Oh and he was the one who thought of the band name, btw. Like, apparently it was when they were working on this, Western cowboy-ish song that's super sexy imo, he thought of those old WANTED posters and stuff. So, tada, The Wanted! He's so awesome.
Yeah, ending this post here before I hyperventilate or something, and I shall end with another photo of Nathan Sykes, just because I can.
He looks so different and not 17yearoldboynextdoor-y, but he's still really good-looking. And in a suit dammit. But his eyebags are just D: </3
Okay gnight I shall go mug for Chinese for like 5minutes now.
And seriously, if anyone of you calls him ugly or something negative I will chop off your head. Keep your mean horrible comments to yourself.
Oh and someone get me The Wanted (the album) as a, random-for-no-reason present tyvm.